tinkering

education and cynicism and life experience haven’t turned me into an atheist or an agnostic just yet. questioning my beliefs is something i do everyday all day, including my religious beliefs. i try, and often without success, to operate on a level that is integrated, all actions stemming from beliefs, all beliefs stemming from convictions and faith, all assessments of actions rooted in a self-contained matrix of learning. i don’t like catholicism. point blank, it’s been too corrupted over time and has lost its purity. but i still identify myself as catholic.